O my dream girl...

When i came to school that day...never thought of going back without my heart...

the smile of ur face ...just stole it from me....silently...leaving a sweet pain...

in college when i saw you ...that lovely look, ur sweet voice n silky hairs..robbed me...

i dreamt of u ...talking to you was like being in heaven...i lost myself once again...



In office days...that dimple digging deep in ur cheek...cute way of talking..i admired..

in all these days...i fall in love with you so many times...prayed so much to be with you...

hera i am..in ur search o dear..alone just left with an image of a "flirt" among my crew..

whenever i changed the place...i changed you...but i cann't help to change that perfect view...


Those pictures.. i praised ... just resembled with your sketch...were just part of the perfect one ...

the girl ...waving her "Dupatta", standing besides the river...singing that sweet song of love...

i am still unable to see her face..to hear from her ...still waiting for the girl i can die for...O my dream girl....please turn around...blossom my world with your presence and let me start loving my life ...

Kuch toh badla h

girti barf aur behte jharno me bhi sukoon nahi mila tha man ko mere...
nadi k beech thehri naav me baithe hue bhi shor sunaai deta tha...

un unche pahado k sir chhomte badalo ki mauj bewkoofi lagti thi...
khushnuma logo ki baaton pe hasna, muskurana..ek majboori si lagti thi...

roothi thi manzilein ..ya shayad main hi dara karta tha sapne sajane se...
bheed k sath daud rha tha..tanha sa main...jald se zindagi khatm karne ki koshish me...

jo taare tod tod k sajaye apni raaho me maine...chubha karte the whi mere paavon me...
tere aa jane se ab thoda thehar jane ko jee karta h thoda...kisi gehre need ki chanv me...

udasi toh mere jivan me sada rahi....ab toh khush bhi hota hu kabhi kabhi..kuch jyada hi...
rukh badla h kuch toh mera...ab mere bhi kamre me barish ki boondein ghus jati h khidki se...

jab se dekha h tujhe muskurate hue us soone samndar k kinare pe...hairaan hu main...
aaya toh pehle bhi karta tha shayd main yaha pichle dino...par yeh jagah itni hasi toh kabhi na thi...

Uthisth....

Aahat h kyu aaj tu...kyu teri umango pe haavi h nirasha...
Kyu kadam kaanp rhe uske ...jo udta tha unmukt panchi sa...

Bas ek baar haar jane pe ..kyu neer bhe teri aankho se...
Aakrosh cha gya chehre pe ...umeed rooth gyi h saanso se ...

Gar meetha fal na mile ...toh vriksho ka dosh nhi hota...
Zameen se upaje har ankur ka ...beej swayam mali bota...

Krandan n kar...tod tandra ka..yeh gum me doobne ka pal nhi..
Kuch badal nazaria, naya path rach le..manzil koi mushkil nhi..

Vishwas badha, Naya josh dikha...Utsaah jaga..apne bheetar
Jeene ka jazba...bana naya chehra ...apna ek rutba...kaayam kar..

Chinta chhod kar ab chintan ...haar k dar se kayar n ban
Maut bhi aayegi toh dekh lenge...khauf k haathon toh mat mar..

Naseeb me....

Ishq-o-husn banaye khuda ne kya khoob lagan se...aashiqo se bas dhokha kiya..
kadr na kar sake pyaar ki, mehsoos na kare dard..husn walo ko itna Patthar dil bana diya ....

Jinhe chaho toh tadap badhti h ..bhulana chaho toh dard kam nhi hota..
Jinhe dekhe bina jeena mushkil h ...aur mar jane ka jee karta h gar deedar nhi hota

Kyu jab dil bhi saccha hota h..chahat hoti h beintaha..
        par phir bhi husn ko ishq pe aitbaar nhi hota...
Jo pyar k layak nazar aata h use chahat pe bharosa nhi..
        jo luta de ishq me jaha bhi ..use naseeb saccha pyaar nhi hota...

May be ....

may be i am strange but never want to confuse you...
may be a bit moody but never want to force you...

may be stupid o mad ..bt never want to make u crazy...
sometimes i am a liar..but never want to betray you...

fool i am ...i am a duffer but never want to hurt you..
useless o worthless may be bt still want to gift myself to u ...

may be u dnt believe me, dnt even like me bt i still want to b wid u ...
may be i can't kp u smiling forever bt i wont make u sad...never i will...

may be sometimes i 4get to send gifts or greetings bt 4 u each morning i pray...
may be i dnt know how to nurture relationships bt will never let our friendship fade away...

may be pleasant or not...but d only sure gift .. i have for you... is my death..
n i promise you one thing...on that day ..u will surely say .."I was not that bad".

Dil Chahta h ...

Yu toh har lamhe me teri khushbu h ...yu toh har pal teri tasveer hoti h saamne ...
Par phir bhi dil chahta h ...waqt whi thahar jaye...jab tu mere sath ho ...

Yu toh band hoth bhi geet sunate h mujhe ...yu toh teri aankhen bhi batiyati h ...
Par phir bhi dil chahta h ...mahfil whi tham jaye..jab meri tujh se baat ho...

Yu toh dil jeeta h tumne mera..Mere vicharo par bhi kaabu tumhara hi h ab toh..
Par phir bhi dil chahta h ... khel whi khela jaye ...jisme sheh teri aur meri maat ho ...

Yu toh teri hi surat dekhta hu chahe tu samne na ho...dimag se tera aks nhi nikalta ...
Par phir bhi dil chahta h ...hardum tu rhe sath mere ya teri tasveer mere paas ho...

Yu toh andhera pasand h mujhe bhut...sukoon deta h mujhe..suhani raat bhi pyari lagti h ...
Par phir bhi dil chahta h ...gar din doobna wajah h tere laut jane ki..toh jeevan me kabhi mere raat na ho..

Main rota raha....

Kamyabi ki khwahishein...hasne ki tamanaa..har roz nayi sanjota rha...
Chand koshishein karta muskurane ki...chand khwab main pirota raha...
Pal aaye suhane mere paas bhi kabhi...par har mauka main khota raha...
Itni berukhi zindagi se rakhne ki saza toh milni hi thi mujhko ek din... 
Aadat kuch aisi ho gyi...k kal khushi aayi aur main phir bhi rota raha...

Just don't wanna let u go like this...

Just don't wanna let u go like this...

Love u so much o baby...yes...i do love u a lot..
U live in my mind always...more than any other thought...

Just want you to know my sweetest feelings for you...
I will keep you happy...n always will be honest and true...

Will break all barriers...will kill each and every reason u give...
For me everything u r..o sweetie..the life and the reason to live...

The sour pain of loosing you will break me,my heart will cry...
Just tell me o dear..why...u put the wrong words in that reply..

Please tell me ...the truth ..come outside..i want to walk with you..
Just whisper..i will hear..pls move ur lips ...i wanna talk to you...

Just don't go like this...tell me if u dnt like me ...or whatever u feel..
Ur words may be i will forget someday..but the wounds of ur silence will never heal...

I keep always my fingers crossed...waiting for ur call...praying each second...to meet you...to see ur face...
Give me the reason to curse my life...or the honour to live with u...or let the death beat you in the race...

Mere dost khte h...

Aaine k samne sanvarte hue...
    Use mere lafz yaad aate honge...
Mere satane k, manane k, rijhane k
    Tarike shayad use raas aate honge...

Usne bhi chaha hoga mujhe kisi din toh...
    Uski bhi neend udi hogi chand raaton k liye...
Jaise tadapta hu main milne ko usse...
    Wo bhi tarsa karti hogi meri baaton k liye...

Chaha h maine use shiddat se poori..
    Kisi din toh mere anumaan ..sach me badlenge..
Uske seene me bhi dil hi toh h..kabhi toh..
    Patthar ban chuke dil bhi mom banke pighlenege...

Kehta firta hu main..wo meri na bane toh gum nhi
    Na chahe toh na shi..uska juda hona mujhe nhi tadpata...
Mujhe pyar nhi usse...parwaah bhi nhi karta main...
    Par mere dost kehte h "Mujhe Jhooth Bolna Nahi Aata"...

दिल्लगी का करिश्मा

दीवानगी में हमने प्यार घरोंदे बनाये बहुत

पर उन हुस्न वालों की बेरुखी को हम क्या बयान करें

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पर

हमारी दिल्लगी का भी एक करिश्मा तो देखिये ए हुज़ूर

उसी बिखरी रेत के कण लहरों तले से मोती बन उभर आते हैं

फिर उन्ही मोहतरमा के पत्थर दिल जीतके, उनके सीने से लगे

उन्ही बेवफा के गुरुर – ओ – हुस्न में चार चाँद लगाते हैं

तू ख़ास महसूस नहीं होता अक्सर

तू ख़ास महसूस नहीं होता अक्सर, पर मैं हक तुझपे ही जताता हूँ

जिद चलती बस तेरे सामने, हर पल तुझको ही सताता हूँ

तेरी दोस्ती की गहरी छाँव में, महफूज सा खुद को पाता हूँ

तुझे भूल भी जाता हूँ कभी कभी, तेरी गलती पे बहुत चिल्लाता हूँ

रूठ जाता हूँ कभी, कभी यूँ ही तुझे सताने के लिए बहुत इतराता हूँ

तेरी जानबूझ के हारी बाज़ी को, अपनी जीत मान इठलाता हूँ

कद्र नहीं करता तेरी बंदगी की, बस अपने एहसान गिनाता हूँ

तुझे माना था एक बेगाना मैंने, अब तुझको ही अपना यार बताता हूँ

तेरे साए से बिछुड़ जाऊं जो पल भर, इस भीड़ में बिलकुल तनहा हो जाता हूँ

तुझे खेंच कर अपनी हर मुसीबत में, एकदम बेफिक्र हो मैं सो जाता हूँ

दोस्ती के तोहफे में तुझसे मिली खुशियों को, तुझपे ही लुटाना चाहता हूँ

तुने थामी है जो दोस्ती की कश्ती, मैं भी उसकी इक पतवार उठाना चाहता हूँ

Krishan Vandana

Jisne di bachpan ki nathkath shararaton aur anand ko nayi paribhasha ....
Chor kehlana bhi hua gawara aisi thi unki makhan khane ki abhilasha...

Bansi ki dhun pe jhooma zamana, usi najuk ungali pe govardhan utaya..
Usi nanhe kanha ko gopiyo ne, chachiya bhari chach pe naach nachaya...

Dosti nibhai sudama se anokhi, rann me Geeta ka alokik gyan sunaya..
Kaisa nishwarth.. paavan prem kiya radhe se, rishta ek benaam bnaya...

Muraliya sohe jinke kar kamlon me...adhbut morpankh h shobha bhaal ki..
Mera koti koti abhinandan unke chrano me...bolo Jai kanhaiya laal ki...